Tuesday, May 08, 2007 11:29 PM
what does blogger still look screwed to me? o.o
anyway.
i just came back from school not very long ago.
not because i had lessons or whatever,
but because i had something to settle.
yeah ..
today i walked with mark to school.
haha, we reached school at like 0830 please.
then went to the library and slack.
had microecons lecture.
wah, i really never listen throughout eh.
demand and supply.
learn until don't wanna learn le.
haha. so i did other stuff like,
talking to keith, wenjie and friend,
tried doing my accountings tutorial,
tried asking them if they understood,
etc etc etc.
so basically, i wasted 2 hours of my life just like that.
but nevermind. haha.
then hor, i wanted to go mensa2 to eat during my break!
but my class wanted to go bizpark. :(
so damn sad.
i called claudine!
then she accompanied me. :D
so sweet eh.
hahaha.
on my way to my next lesson, which was accountings tutorial,
met alan and mark.
..
for some reason,
i felt .. scared.
and it kinda turned my day around.
my class was wondering what happened to me.
met grace and i crashed her consumer behaviour lecture.
then she never bring notes also.
don't know go for what. -.-
she zhao-ed halfway with me.
then went to design, thinking kaistor lunch was there.
but no lah, was at bizpark.
so headed there.
but there were barely anyone lah.
just chrystal, hakim, edwin and alan.
walao. so i headed to mensa2 with grace to find marilyn.
i ate so much i tell you! =x
i swear i'm gonna get damnn fat.
so fat i can't dance this friday.
therefore i'm screwed.
after that went to bedok interchange to complete my medical checkup
and collect the report.
after which i went home, deciding to dump my bag there before leaving for school again.
reached home and i felt so ..
so damn tired.
not just physically.
like, mentally and emotionally.
tried resting on my bed.
then i started feeling really sick.
like feverish, heavy head, wanting to vomit, etc.
and then, i just felt .. scared.
so freaking scared.
went to school.
went cheers to get some sweets for jack.
went library to pass to him.
then he accompanied me around and stuff.
really thanks alot jack!
because he's got an examination tomorrow lah.
but he still accompanied me.
so like, damn sweet please! (:
then i saw lou lin.
so talked to her until i met caroli and mark.
basically. this whole thing of wanting to do some clarification ..
didn't really work out for me.
but i did it helped caroli.
at least she's able to get it off her mind now.
so that's like something good. (:
but yeah .. i just felt that i created more .. enemies?
sighs. i hate the feeling when i know people will hate/dislike me.
makes me feel so .. disgusted with myself.
but hey, that doesn't mean i regretted what i said.
i've told no lies, and i can say it confidently. (:
this kind of thing. lie for what sia.
i don't quite understand.
sighs, nevermind.
there's nothing i can do anyway, right?
caroli was damn sweet!
she sent me this really sweet sms luh.
so like, totally thanks! ^^
-hugs.
and then i realised that stupid ronald,
some guy i met in audition,
is in the same lecture group as me,
has been seeing me around in school,
but has NEVER EVER said hi to me!
what the hell right!
rawrr.
lyn wants tomorrow to be a better day!
and it
will be a better day! (:
i want to be remembered as the girl who always smile. (:
